Diary 2, Entry 10. Chapter 30: him

June 16, 2005

Dear Diary,

Hey, I have a lot to tell you a lot of stuff. Ok, you know how I told Amanda to ask Brian for me?! Well any way she did and he said “I don’t know” which means (what Amanda said) that he likes me but is afraid to show the truth, but I really think that he doesn’t like me and doesn’t want to say “no” because he doesn’t want to make me feel bad. (He is too nice to say “no”) Maybe he still thinks Amanda likes him too and doesn’t want her to feel bad or something because I don’t know if she told Brian that she doesn’t. That is also why he really doesn’t want to make me feel bad because he knows that anything he tells Amanda will go straight to me. That is why, when Amanda was talking to him, he tried to change the subject, at least I think. Then I went to Amanda’s grandparent’s and swam in their pool. It was cool. I also saw where the hot guy lives and ate hot dogs. I also went into their basement and showed Amanda some gymnastic moves. That is the place right next to June Fete. Then I came to Amanda’s house and played Sims. Then I had to go home. After I got home I talked to Brian on AIM and he did say that Amanda was talking to him about going out with me. So yeah I am not sure what to do. If anything happens I will tell you right away!

Love,

Sarah

Diary 2, Entry 9.

June 15, 2005

Dear Diary,

Jill left today this morning because she had to go help her mom at Dairy Queen. Her mom owns the place. (That is pretty cool) Later today I am going to a soccer swim party because it is the meeting for the new team. Michelle made the soccer team too (travel) I can’t wait! Well anyway that reminds about the softball party- it was at Katie T.’s house. It was a cool party for the end of the softball season. We had pizza, ice cream, shirts (that we made). I didn’t finish mine though. In the pool we played all these cool games. She had a diving board, which was awesome! I can dive really well! I am surprised about that because I haven’t been to a pool in like 5 years! Katie had the nose goggles and flippers, so I used them. It was cool because we did hand stands under water in the deep end. O-my-gosh, guess what?! Amanda, my good friend, is going to ask Brian for me! She is the best! She sort of still likes him, but as a friend she says. I am so nervous because he probably will say “no”. If he did say yes it is probably is because he wants a girlfriend and is desperate. He doesn’t even like me. The only reason he danced with me at the CYO dance is probably because he didn’t want me to feel bad. When Jill asked Brian that if he liked me he said “yes”, but he might be referring to Sarah B. (probably) So ya…O-yeah my friend Erin told me to ask him out in the very beginning of the summer because if he says “No” (probably will happen) he might forget it over the summer and if he said “yes” (I doubt that he will) I could go out with Brian over the summer! But I wouldn’t count on it. I would understand if he said “no”, though. Well I can’t stop thinking about his answer. (I can bet $5 that he will say “No”- I am almost positive!) Well see ya! Bye!

Love,

Sarah

Diary 2, Entry 3.

June 6, 2005

Dear Diary,

I am back from my break. I went on the computer to see if Brian was on, but he wasn’t. So anyway today we had a water ice social for Chorus and band, by the way I got the chorus solo! I sand great at the concert. Chelsea was mad at me for a whole month. I hated her when she did that. All my other friends said I did good though and not to listen to Chelsea. This Wednesday is the talent show and Miriam S. Jill T and I are doing “Respect” I can’t wait and Thursday is field day! Go Red! “A” day gym people are red and “B” day gym people are black. Brian is on red and we are going to kick butt! You get to sign up for the activities you want to do. Me and Brian have different things, but later on the in the day we are doing by teams. GO EARTHKEEPERS! I am not sure what Brian signed up for though. I want to kick his butt! haha I heard that the Earthkeepers usually win! O-yeah! I can’t believe we only have 6 days left of school! This year flew so fast! I can’t wait until the summer. O -yeah I am also moving up into a higher Math group for next year! I have to take this test though. Wish me luck on it! This Thursday or Friday we are getting our year books and I can’t wait. I hope Brian will sign mine! Well I can’t wait for a lot of things, so well, see ya!

Love,

Sarah 

Diary 2, Entry 1

April 8, 2005

Dear Diary,

I am so sorry that I haven’t talked to you in awhile! I had to get a new diary. There are so many exciting things I have to tell you! Okay this year in sixth grade has been pretty good. I still like Brian and everybody knows. If you want to get it all, I should start from the beginning…

Jill hasn’t been mean to me that much. I met a lot of new friends too! Chelsea and Meg. Chelsea is really nice and we both made the KV musical play, The Wind In the Willows. Katie didn’t make it though. Meg is nice, but nobody likes her. Courtney is nice too. In gym I had gymnastics and I met Erin. She is pretty nice and her, Chelsea, and me are in drama club. In the winter, I went snowboarding. It was so much fun! I went with the school with Chelsea, Katie, and Meg. Brian went too, but skiing, we are on the same bus. We went to Blue Mountain twice. My other friends, Courtney and Sarah went too. I saw my 4th grade teacher, Mrs. Hower. The ski trips were fun!

At the end of February I went to Florida and stayed at this cool Nickelodeon Hotel. I got slimed! I went to Universal Studios and Island of Adventure! It was so much fun! 

There are these CYO dances for KV students and other schools. I normally do not go but now I do because of one little, single person and guess who it is? Yup, Brian. OK here is the story, I was at the CYO dance and Chelsea knew that I liked Brian, so she asked him if he would dance with me and he said yes! So me and Brian slow danced together and was the best day of my life! The song that we were dancing to was “You and Me”. I love that song! The date was February 19,, 2005. I will never forget that moment. I felt like I was going to pass out! Well anyway as we were dancing, Jill talked to us, well mostly me, and asked if i was going out with him and I said “I don’t know”. Then she asked Brian if he liked me and he said yes. Then at the next CYO dance I danced with him again, but I didn’t remember the song, I didn’t feel worried either. I thought we would go out and be happily ever after, but the girl from skiing, Sarah, was on Brian’s school team, and they started going out at least I thought so because they danced at CYO dances too. But I heard just about a few days before Brian asked her out, but she said No. So I am confused what to do. 

O-yeah by the way I went out with Brian H., but now I like him as a friend, so now I am going to act like it never happened. So I am not sure if Brian liked me. I also think that I got Sarah and Brian together because Jill told Brian that Sarah liked him (just the name Sarah) and maybe he was referring to Sarah B. So I have no clue.

Love,

Sarah

Diary 1, Entry 77.

September 12, 2004

Dear Diary,

This few days have been great! I can’t wait until I try out for the play, I hope Brian is too! I doubt it though! Brian has talked to me and I have been happy about that! I can’t wait until tomorrow because that is my lucky day! (13TH) I really hope Brian asks me out on a date tomorrow! I doubt it though, but still I can’t wait! See ya tomorrow!

Love,

Sarah  

Diary 1, Entry 76. Chapter 27: 6th Grade

September 3, 2004

Dear Diary,

The worst thing has had happened to me! Brian is not in my homeroom! Jill is in my homeroom and social studies and science class. I am on the Earthkeepers. They have Titans! So if Brian ins’t in my homeroom he won’t be in any of my classes. My friend Miriam is in my homeroom. Well my friend couldn’t find any of her classes, she might be in mine because Taylor is and he last name is close to mine. They might of forgot her. I don’t know what team or any of his classes that Brian is in, maybe they misplaced him? Never know? O-yeah after the open house , I went out with Katie and Michelle for some ice cream. Before that, Katie stayed at my house all day! I really Brian or Katie would at least be in my homeroom! 😦

Love, 

Sarah

Diary 1, Entry 75.

August 28, 2004

Dear Diary,

I am so sorry that I haven’t written in awhile. I was so busy! So many things happened. I found out about this show on Cartoon Network. It is called, Teen Titans. I know it sounds stupid, but it doesn’t seem that bad. Well anyway, I went to Taylor Lynch’s house, the girl that I met in Florida. We met cute boys in her neighborhood! Well I also went to the shore a lot. I might take Amanda C. to Atlantic City with me for the shore. I am not for sure though. On Labor weekend it might happen. (this weekend coming up) Well when it is September 2nd in one week school will start! It starts on September 8th, I will probably be in Brian’s homeroom!  O yeah Jill will be going to KV! My nightmare has come back! I will be in hers probably. I just can’t wait!

Love,

Sarah 

Diary 1, Entry 66.

June 8, 2004

Dear Diary,

Today was great! Brian really noticed me and he “walked home”. He might do it tomorrow. We heard the places for the teams from field day. Blue was in 4th, (I am on that team) Red in 3rd, Yellow in 2nd, and Green cheated so they are in 1st. Green started before the horn. Tomorrow is our promotion. Brian is playing his saxophone. I am the tallest girl in the grade! I got a new outfit for it tomorrow? We have last Health tomorrow too, but it will be like gym. Then on Thursday we will have our last gym. I am a little scared and worried of not seeing Brian again that is why. I never been this happy to go to school this long (the whole year) I am surprised. I think it is because of Brian! I am going to middle school next year! I can’t wait! Brian might be in my homeroom! I will tell all about tomorrow right after school or the promotion.

O-yeah I forgot that I got an screename a long time ago my screename is sltsoccergirl13, Brian’s is Bterrerson31, and Amanda C. is Accocoacookie. She has a lot more, but that was her first one.

For some reasons 7 is now my lucky # too. 13 is still my soccer # and for everything else.

My doctor for my check-up said that I am nearly perfect for looks and size, He did a test on me and guess that I will be 6 feet tall when I stop growing! Man that is tall! Well, see ya tomorrow!! 🙂

Love,

Sarah